Saturday, June 28, 2008

Frodo: I can't do this, Sam.

Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's
like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.

Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?

Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.

one of my favourit-est from the movie along with the how gimli didnt want aragorn to tell legolas that he's tossing him over, how smeagol calls sam the fat hobbit, how legolas swings up onto the horse and the very pretty liv tyler! aint it the best movie ever? hahaha, i miss gushing over how spectacularly cool the show is! and yay! the last one's on next weeek:]

my preciouss;



posted @ 11:58 PM


Friday, June 20, 2008

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are we left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be

Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

im hooked:]


posted @ 9:52 PM


Monday, June 16, 2008

had a swell time today :] feel like i could live like this forever. just walking in the drizzle and light breeze, smelling the sweet smell of trees after rain, listening to get over on the mp3. heh i just love the smell of after rain, dont you? it's a little bit funny, this feeling inside. honestly! kinda like a after settling down life? hmmph actually i feel like im in some european country like london or france where the dreary grey days are part and parcel of people's life. where it feels nice and not so nice at the same time. today's more of the nice side though. ahha hard to describe this oddness.

tuition was -gag- but after tuition chillout was yay! caramel frappe deliciously savory, and just scouring the shops for absoutely nth made us feel like there wasnt a care in the world. the sheer bliss of oblivion. happy kids we are! had some interesting finds too. hahaha! a secret gift from a secret friend got me exhilarated and its quite funny how such a child-like gift can get me excited. its very very sweet though, hor tong? haha i wanna roll on the floor and laugh like there's no tomorrow.

anyhow, they just cleaned the pool(: wanted badly to swim in the pool in the sweltering heat this aftnn but decided agst it cos i'd hate the big swimming costume hole on my back. heh and its a tad too cold to do it now. bleahh.

lets hope christmas arrives soon because i'm dreaming of a white christmas:] enjoy the rest of the day and breathe in some refreshingly fresh air and may your days be merry and bright. planet earth is uber fascinating, go watch! okay ive decided. im in france today(:


while windmill wings of the moulins shelter you and i;


posted @ 8:28 PM


Sunday, June 15, 2008

fathers' day was yet another lets eat out day. like since when do we not eat out right? hahaha but dad was in a good mood so its good. wow that rhymes :]

a few exams looming ahead, all starting aft school reopens. i dread going back to school. i feel like home-schooling for the next 6 months of my life. think i'll prolly start getting some nervous sickness or something whn school starts. haha and then i'll be too sick to come to sch and i get to nuah at home! yay! lets just say i have to dream on before that can really happen though. hmmmph.

cant understand why we cant have proper exam schools for music. why'd we have to go to all the ulu ulu places for exams?! gahh its hard to find, okay maybe not exactly that hard, and its creepy too! hehh im freaking out before i even get to that place already. why yms! wei shen me la. i'd rather somewhere lets say a concert hall? haha okay that'd be freaky too. ohwell actually i dont know whre would be nice for exams.

i am very bored as you can see, cos sundays just arent days you can concentrate very hard on studying. can meekly muster a one to two hours and thats prolly the max for the day. for me that is. dad treated us to starbucks and it was a pretty laidback evening :] felt as if we were there for forever though it was really like less than an hour? im racking my brains to rmb what we did today. prolly nth much thats why i cant rmb.

anyway i think studying too much makes one go weird. js just asked me to normalise myself and i asked if there's such a word. and he told me this "definition of normalise: to become ur normal self again. Usually used to represent a person who is acting really wierd." well well, who's the one being weird here?! haha but it does entertain me pretty much! gahhh cmon sunday be over! bored of ranting too! shall be off :

the nicest prize is a surprise;


posted @ 10:02 PM


Sunday, June 08, 2008

its a pretty, hot (its pretty hot) and sunny day with cotton shaped clouds, birds chirping really loudly and lots of noisy kids in the pool. breakfast satisfied craving but led to stomache afterward. violin was mind boggling with all the different positions. neck aching due to the lack of shoulder rest, blame it on the forgetful mind. but it was fun all the same, challenging and exciting :]

am procrastinating because i can't bear to get started on studying, long gone is the momentum from ytd before wii-ing. which ain't good because time is running short.

hmmph, went groceries shopping on my own and how i enjoyed the leisurely walk down the aisles of japanese food and snacks and ya whatever there was! feast for the eyes and nose :] the aroma of freshly baked bread that wafted from the bakery(nette and my favourite!) dragged my feet slowly home. haha i feel super duper lazy today, just want to sit down in the sun, with shelter of course, with a storybook and greentea latte! ahhh how peaceful(:

felt intense animosity against the wok. heh maybe thats too strong a word. sian-ed would be better. i dreaded washing up after lunch because it is afterall my lazy day. hmmph, scrubbing and scrubbing at the oily and chao ta-ed wok. eeeeyer! but my hard work paid off and (tada!) the wok is nice and smooth :] kudos to all the housewives out there! they slog hard at keeping the house clean, keeping the pots and pans shiney and taking care of everyone at home! blahh i'd never be able to do that. so gahh.

small apartments are much more appealing, no? oh well. was just chatting with js a while ago and we were talking about absurd dreams. him and his movie trailer lookalike dream and my driving illegally dream. its so vivid and exhilarating i think. i mean me driving :] i cant wait till i can finally drive! anyway js found this superbly fantastic pot site! the bestest one i've ever come across. sweeet(:

i long for summer days to be over. haha not that possible huh. the humidity can drive one nuts. the drying agent i got for the violin has already jelli-fied luh! so diao. i think someone should invent the CHILL pill. i guarantee it'll sell like piping hot cream puffs. come to think of it, cream puffs are usually cold neh? haha so not funny. global warming sucks. it makes people bad tempered and irritable which makes me irritable. its a vicious cycle yet again! everything seems to be a vicious cycle! on the contrary, why's there no phrase like an angelic cycle? eeee so weird. just food for thought anyway. i like that phrase. food for thought. reminds me of "if music be the food of love, play on". yea so back to the point of CHILL pills, they'd make people cool and chill and happy(: at least thats what i think it'll do because it'll prolly make me cool and chill and happy.

ahwell this is such a pointless post. should be off already. chill people!(:


a very very unbirthday to you;


posted @ 2:16 PM