Wednesday, March 19, 2008
i feel like smashing plates, shredding paper, ripping pillows, screaming my head off and punching someone. pent up ruckus is threatening to run wild. anyhow, band was! the performance in the pt was hokay, with a really erm pathetic audience. blahh, they should have advertised it. howell. at least there was feeling today!(: heh this song's been stucked in my head for days. nice! i love you say we're together babyyou and mei can only give my life and show you all I amin the breath i breathei will promise you my heartand give you all you need if it takes some timeand if you tell me you don't need me anymorethat our love won't last foreveri will ask you for a chance to try againto make our love a little betteri love you
say we're together baby
say we're together oh
i need you
i need you forever baby
you and me
you say you hardly know exactly who i am
so hard to understandbut i knew right from the start the way i felt inside
if you read my mindremember when you used to hold meremember when you made me cryyou said you loved me, oh you did yes you didi love yousay we're together baby say we're together ohi need you i need you forever baby you and me...gotta have a little faith;
posted @ 9:22 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
four more days and we'd be heading for this(:aye today's one of those feel weird days. im disturbed by how i can feel absolutely nothing! lol :D hmmph, its prolly due to impending newyork trip! bandits were sorta floating ard sch today, smiling to each other and knowing that nobody's mind is really on studies now. we're all darn excited(: i like! hohoho. anyhow, this is a really nice song. heh. her voice is so soul-ful, reminds me of olivia ong's(:I’ve come too far to forgetWe’re beautiful, we just got lostSomewhere along the waySo much was missing when you went awayLet’s start from here, lose the pastChange our minds, we don′t need a finish lineLet’s take this chance don’t think too deepOf all those promises we couldn′t seem to keepI don’t care where we goLet’s start from hereStanding here face to faceA finger on your lipsDon’t say a word don’t make a soundSilence surrounds us nowEven when you were gone I felt you everywhereLet’s start from here, lose the pastChange our minds, we don′t need a finish lineLet’s take this chance don’t think too deepOf all those promises we couldn′t seem to keepI don’t care where we goLet’s start from here
rubbish put eloquently;
posted @ 9:34 PM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my handrain rain go away!:(
posted @ 8:47 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
TT love!(:march holidays! the section was ultra funny crazy hyper and diao today! all the sia cha bors. tsktsk. prac was kinda funny and we did lyrical studies which i miss ttm. havent done em since mervin left luh! uh huh, ooh and betty and i reminisced bout string concert days. whooots(: i do hope they're playing new world. hehe. jts! at sakae worz. yea we were starving girls wandering ard carrefour till 3pm. had brunch-ner. ate like a pack of wolves, super unglam and alot alot. aye camwhore-ed like theres no tomorrow and took retardedly hilarious videos. the juniors are laughter inducing! they're way way crazier than jessie betty nette and me! on the way home renette ang cracked me up with her endless chatter. lets see, we had this retarded bit of conversation.nette: aye go online tonightme: dont want la nth to do alsonette: go online lame: to?nette: talk!me: to?nette: people!me: like?nette: ME!aye i totally rofl-ed on the spot can. haha okay not on the spot but after she told me that she realised that that part of the convo was kinda funny. heh. renette ang has the most bizarre conversations with me i tell you. its all so stupid that i still laugh alot even after having laughed abt it so many times. aye but the pictures are the worst. its so super embarrassing. lol!doink. physics e-assessment is(: pending newyork trip is creating a bubble of excitement ard us all. the first and prolly the last band trip. vjcsb i love!:Dyou jump, i jump; you fall, i laugh.
posted @ 10:21 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.
It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human,
It doesn’t interest me if the story you tell me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it’s not pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”
It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
posted @ 9:11 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2008
the leap years is a nice movie! despite all the bad writeups and 2stars given plus "good" advice from dtt(who watched it too!)i still decided to watch it(: money well spent! ahha. ahhh its a pity kite runner's off the screens already. bleahhh. now that common tests' outta the way its just two more weeks to newyork! scary! and next weeek is prolly dedicated to pure band and band and more band. how exciting(: the section's going on a shopping trip for ny stuff too. hehh. doink doink life's preetty much hyping up. im loving it(:if you are not too long, i will wait for you all my life;
posted @ 11:33 PM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
aye! wanted to blog on leap day but forgot. hurrhurr, it was spent rather meangingfully. movie was nice but not as spectacular and beautiful as notebook(: heh. it'd have been nice if we caught leap years too. and all thanks to momma, lucky me is plagued with throbbing head, scorching eyeballs, itchy throat and achy back. ahhha(: and to think cts are next week! gahhh. a few bizarre dreams in the night were like the dejavu dreams ive had in the past. doink. howell, the weather's been queer lately too! to think i thought monsoon was over. blahh the rain's kinda dampened spirits! supposed to go sleep the fever away. but dang! im feeling so darn awake(: its a sign to continue mugging. ahha till cts are over folks. im awake in the infinite cold;
posted @ 9:04 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
i feel like smashing plates, shredding paper, ripping pillows, screaming my head off and punching someone. pent up ruckus is threatening to run wild. anyhow, band was! the performance in the pt was hokay, with a really erm pathetic audience. blahh, they should have advertised it. howell. at least there was feeling today!(: heh this song's been stucked in my head for days. nice! i love you say we're together babyyou and mei can only give my life and show you all I amin the breath i breathei will promise you my heartand give you all you need if it takes some timeand if you tell me you don't need me anymorethat our love won't last foreveri will ask you for a chance to try againto make our love a little betteri love you
say we're together baby
say we're together oh
i need you
i need you forever baby
you and me
you say you hardly know exactly who i am
so hard to understandbut i knew right from the start the way i felt inside
if you read my mindremember when you used to hold meremember when you made me cryyou said you loved me, oh you did yes you didi love yousay we're together baby say we're together ohi need you i need you forever baby you and me...gotta have a little faith;
---9:22 PM---
Monday, March 17, 2008
four more days and we'd be heading for this(:aye today's one of those feel weird days. im disturbed by how i can feel absolutely nothing! lol :D hmmph, its prolly due to impending newyork trip! bandits were sorta floating ard sch today, smiling to each other and knowing that nobody's mind is really on studies now. we're all darn excited(: i like! hohoho. anyhow, this is a really nice song. heh. her voice is so soul-ful, reminds me of olivia ong's(:I’ve come too far to forgetWe’re beautiful, we just got lostSomewhere along the waySo much was missing when you went awayLet’s start from here, lose the pastChange our minds, we don′t need a finish lineLet’s take this chance don’t think too deepOf all those promises we couldn′t seem to keepI don’t care where we goLet’s start from hereStanding here face to faceA finger on your lipsDon’t say a word don’t make a soundSilence surrounds us nowEven when you were gone I felt you everywhereLet’s start from here, lose the pastChange our minds, we don′t need a finish lineLet’s take this chance don’t think too deepOf all those promises we couldn′t seem to keepI don’t care where we goLet’s start from here
rubbish put eloquently;
---9:34 PM---
Thursday, March 13, 2008
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my handrain rain go away!:(
---8:47 PM---
Monday, March 10, 2008
TT love!(:march holidays! the section was ultra funny crazy hyper and diao today! all the sia cha bors. tsktsk. prac was kinda funny and we did lyrical studies which i miss ttm. havent done em since mervin left luh! uh huh, ooh and betty and i reminisced bout string concert days. whooots(: i do hope they're playing new world. hehe. jts! at sakae worz. yea we were starving girls wandering ard carrefour till 3pm. had brunch-ner. ate like a pack of wolves, super unglam and alot alot. aye camwhore-ed like theres no tomorrow and took retardedly hilarious videos. the juniors are laughter inducing! they're way way crazier than jessie betty nette and me! on the way home renette ang cracked me up with her endless chatter. lets see, we had this retarded bit of conversation.nette: aye go online tonightme: dont want la nth to do alsonette: go online lame: to?nette: talk!me: to?nette: people!me: like?nette: ME!aye i totally rofl-ed on the spot can. haha okay not on the spot but after she told me that she realised that that part of the convo was kinda funny. heh. renette ang has the most bizarre conversations with me i tell you. its all so stupid that i still laugh alot even after having laughed abt it so many times. aye but the pictures are the worst. its so super embarrassing. lol!doink. physics e-assessment is(: pending newyork trip is creating a bubble of excitement ard us all. the first and prolly the last band trip. vjcsb i love!:Dyou jump, i jump; you fall, i laugh.
---10:21 PM---
Friday, March 07, 2008
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.
It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human,
It doesn’t interest me if the story you tell me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it’s not pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”
It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
---9:11 PM---
Thursday, March 06, 2008
the leap years is a nice movie! despite all the bad writeups and 2stars given plus "good" advice from dtt(who watched it too!)i still decided to watch it(: money well spent! ahha. ahhh its a pity kite runner's off the screens already. bleahhh. now that common tests' outta the way its just two more weeks to newyork! scary! and next weeek is prolly dedicated to pure band and band and more band. how exciting(: the section's going on a shopping trip for ny stuff too. hehh. doink doink life's preetty much hyping up. im loving it(:if you are not too long, i will wait for you all my life;
---11:33 PM---
Saturday, March 01, 2008
aye! wanted to blog on leap day but forgot. hurrhurr, it was spent rather meangingfully. movie was nice but not as spectacular and beautiful as notebook(: heh. it'd have been nice if we caught leap years too. and all thanks to momma, lucky me is plagued with throbbing head, scorching eyeballs, itchy throat and achy back. ahhha(: and to think cts are next week! gahhh. a few bizarre dreams in the night were like the dejavu dreams ive had in the past. doink. howell, the weather's been queer lately too! to think i thought monsoon was over. blahh the rain's kinda dampened spirits! supposed to go sleep the fever away. but dang! im feeling so darn awake(: its a sign to continue mugging. ahha till cts are over folks. im awake in the infinite cold;
---9:04 PM---
