Tuesday, January 29, 2008

chanced upon an article that so describes what i feel sometimes. increasingly so actually. here's the full article(: http://www.theatlantic.com/doc/200303/rauch


Extroverts have no idea of the torment they put us through. Sometimes, as we gasp for air amid the fog of their 98-percent-content-free talk, we wonder if extroverts even bother to listen to themselves. Still, we endure stoically, because the etiquette books—written, no doubt, by extroverts—regard declining to banter as rude and gaps in conversation as awkward. We can only dream that someday, when our condition is more widely understood, when perhaps an Introverts' Rights movement has blossomed and borne fruit, it will not be impolite to say "I'm an introvert. You are a wonderful person and I like you. But now please shush."

Extroverts are energized by people, and wilt or fade when alone. They often seem bored by themselves, in both senses of the expression. Leave an extrovert alone for two minutes and he will reach for his cell phone. In contrast, after an hour or two of being socially "on," we introverts need to turn off and recharge. This isn't antisocial. It isn't a sign of depression. It does not call for medication. For introverts, to be alone with our thoughts is as restorative as sleeping, as nourishing as eating. Our motto: "I'm okay, you're okay—in small doses."


its so apt aint it? feels like its hard to find someone who's comfortable to be with in silence lately. the busy buzz of school, socialising, do this and do that. draining is the word. dont you find that solitude gives us time to just slow down and find peace amidst these activites? aye aye sis says im gonna go on isolation soon. haha(: we shall see if that happens.

anyhow, HAPPY EIGHTEENTH my beloved bestie ber(:



posted @ 9:44 PM


Friday, January 25, 2008

good friday(:

-i learnt how to blade!
-i finished econs essay!
-i didnt fall aslp today (i havent fallen aslp so far!)
-i want a takopachi tofu plush from action city!
-waterpark on sunday!
-i can BLADE((((:
-i had paopao cha!
-there's band tomorrow(:
-i cannot count the number of stars in the sky tonight.
-the moon is a prettaye sight.
-I LOVE FRIDAYS!

imma happpeeee kid:D


posted @ 10:56 PM


Friday, January 18, 2008

its a feel good week(: zoooomed by and pop its friday again. chilled out with the sisters at siglap coffee club! had a cuppa my favourite iced earl vanilla(: yummy ttm. dinner was hokay not exceptional. aye but the best meal of the week will have to be auntie meow lang's food+chocolate toast+ice tea+tau-huey from the shop outside stnicks! haha yes i know that sounds so pig-gish but you just cant resist food from stnicks(: went back ytd with a bunch of the girls and camwhored plus crashed band prac. ahhh i wonder if i was like them last time! they're all so scared of miss sia! lol. its qte funny actually. hahaha!

lots of sweets consumed in the week too. nice angels and mortals passed some really nice sweets that kept me wide awake during lectures and tutorials. i have to say that this year's angel and mortal is so much more exciting than last year's. ahh but my angel cum mortal last year is back from aussie!(: muahaha, had hell lotsa fun with betty and jessie ogling at him.

tomorrow's a superbly high-ly much awaited day yo! i cant wait(: ahha its jay's birthday today.
much prayers goes out to you gramama. get well sooon!

sing a song of love;


posted @ 9:32 PM


Saturday, January 12, 2008

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

this is such a sweet song(: hahah slow me just got around to listening to the enchanted soundtrack, chanced upon this and ahha. its a must listen for at least another few days. hohoho. band-ing was really enjoyable today and machu picchu is really coming along qte well. schoool is starting to make me sleepy with our droning lecturers but rachel and junsen have been doing a great job in keeping me awake so far! aye plus this year they swapped my class out of the s3 maths lecture. so, no more looking forward to maths lects! blahh.

ooh, just found a really nice black umbrella at home recently. should start bringing it othwise i'd prob get drenched every single day for the next few weeks till monsoon's over la. was planning to swim in aftnn aft band, however the kind blue skies decided to turn grey and pour super heavily halfway home. but it was fun splashing home all wet(: haha! gramma's recovering well too. ahha i think she's sucha cute grandmother(:


so close and still so far;


posted @ 10:51 PM


Friday, January 04, 2008

happy new year! ahha yes its just slightly belated but its still new year(: all you people out there! have a blastingly special and memorable year yo. its alvels and newyork trip and esplanade concert and lots of weddings coming along. how exciting...o seven was spectacular so im really looking forward to another fantastically imba o eight(:

fourth day and im alr shagged ttm. but happy and hyper nevertheless. orientation, mass dances, screaming and yelling or rather just being crazy was so thrilling. though i dont really have much of a voice with this ongoing sorethroat cum cough and flu. muaahha! still went on at the top of my lungs anyway(:

mass dance twelve times! plus doing i want you in chinese with weijie was stomach-achingly funny(: papers were relatively good for me. ahhha i love this feeling. oh oh, i am legend is so darn boring. was watching it on bindi's super small ipod today. lol, im so glad we didnt catch the show in the theatres that day. yawned prob more than ten times throughout the show. so blahh. cheers woke me up to a state of highness though. haha, im so gonna go out of tune tmr. yes yes.

i love vjc!(:


your sarcasm annoys me so;


posted @ 11:03 PM