Saturday, September 29, 2007

When you're gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
yeah yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you


posted @ 8:01 PM


Thursday, September 27, 2007

i blew a bubble
the bubble was big
the bubble was nice
the bubble was colourful
the bubble was happy
i burst the bubble

what a wonderful world(:

hahaha! the stupid song was playing in my head whn my brain was trying to process some chemical reactions to churn some chem answers. the paper started late due to thunder storm. rainy rainy day yo, i miss walking in the rain. bad appetite recently= exam stress. blahhh!

trip to nette's house seemed just like ytd though its been a year since ive been there. ive seriously got no concept of time other than it is flying. hurrr. ohwells, we've kinda lost our motivation to study hard! aiyaa but it was all fun and brought back memories. last paper tmr!(:


posted @ 8:47 PM


Sunday, September 23, 2007

mothers are weird. mine expecially. hahaha, budden she cracks me up with her nonsense and whatever shit nots. howell family seems to be in the rant-ey kinda mood recently. just need to find me to rahhhh everything to right?! arggghhh. i neeeed to rant too! another five more days to go. whooots!~


there's beeen loadsa crap runnning ard in my head these few days. and ive been having the most absurd dreams ever. wanted to tell you abt it. budden ive got no idea how to tell you. its one of the few times i wake up remembering my dream and wanting to tell someone abt it but cant. and when i can tell, i cant rmb my dream. talk about having a lousy memory.

haha and my phone's screen saver's saying "you should be studying." ahah im looking at it and not doing what im supposed to be doing. bahhbahh. i suddenly like babablack sheeep, someone sang it to me in my dream.

lets ponder over a question. what are you doing when you're stoning? i'd usually say nth. budden as i think about it, i wonder. really? am i thinking whn im stoning? aft i thought abt this qns i realised i'll nv stop thinking whn im stoning now. cos i'll be thinking abt whether im thinking whn im stoning. muahaha.

this is what promos do to you. think too much. till your hair turns white. then everybody just wants to pluck off your white hair for you. very funnnny yah! hohoho. ice cream's making me happy(: hope it'll have some lasting effect. night world.


posted @ 10:12 PM


Saturday, September 22, 2007

its a weird feeling, almost uncertain. and they wont stop jumping really really hard. both of it actually. they're going crazy, i think. they need some reassurance. they need to talk. badly:/

the world was a peaceful one until now. until one gets dragged into reality to see what really is going on around, outside the peaceful little hole. these few days have been a whirlwind ride, not a big fan of it though. the hole was much comfy-er and warm. ohwell as they say, the truth's always ugly and it always hurts. ive been a tad slow, hmmph maybe not that little. lets say a few years? ahhha. silly me. shall stop my nonsense and go mug for promos.

good luck dear all:D


posted @ 11:20 AM


Monday, September 17, 2007

did some research on colours. for the eom. and tada i found sth cool(:

green is good for the heart. it makes one breathe deeper and slower.

that explains why i breathe so deeply and slowly all the time. haha(: cos i like green! i bought a new green pen and other coloured pens. made me happy. and i felt like studying aft that cos my notes looks colourful and prettaye now! muahahha:D

suki-yaki-ed with sis just now and boy am i stuffed! loads and loads of beef and tofu(: satisfying. eom done. sending done. yakking done. offf to sleeep with the rest of the world. night night!


posted @ 11:49 PM


Sunday, September 16, 2007

i am feeeling high. and im starting to love mugging(:


posted @ 11:46 PM


Wednesday, September 12, 2007

i thought there was a sudden earthquake or sth, then i realised there really was one plus i was feeling really dizzy so the world seeemed to be spinning real hard. snoozed on the couch for a couple of seconds and felt better. i guess the sleepless nights are taking their toll on me alr. well its supposed to get better today since the family's gonna be back(: hopefully. haah.

the hols are over in a flash and i seriously have no idea what happened to em. what i did, studied, ate or talked about. howells, stayed over at aunt's ytd and it was really nice(: had a great dinner with aunt and well didnt stone as much as i would have if i were at home alone! arghh. i thought it'd be easy peasy to stay home alone. guess im kinda wrong! no more alone days at home man. ive decided, im gonna go on trips with them no matter what, promos or no promos. bahh:/ snot like i managed to study alot while they were away. the weather's getting chillier! eeee, dont like it. hate bringing the sweater to school. so ma fan lo. hehh shant rant anymore.


posted @ 9:05 PM